You learnt when you grew up that thre were two types Alphas and betas. you realised this as the alpha males flushed your head down the toilet and bullied you at school how the alpha girls dressed you up as a girl and send you home. Your step-mother diddint even blink an eye so she kept you drsed as a girl at home she never defended you or stopped your bullies it seemed she was freindly to them. was it that they were black. she even watched as they bullied you in a dress on the front garden and said hello to them. This progressed as you realised everyone hated you, your family,freinds even your  mistress. Just goon and hurt your virgin balls to there hatred.