It's difficult to understand when you failed as a boy, your teenage years were filled with bullies and humiliation, being encouraged yo wear girls clothes to suck the mean bullies cocks. You saw other boys spend there time fucking the hot pretty girls, having parties you were never invited too, imagining what it must feel like to penetrate a woman to feel her get wet and you mounted her to cum inside her. Your older sister was fully aware of your predicament and spent plenty of time humiliating you at home and encouraging your feminisation.
Your still a virgin, your only relationships have been with a dominant mistress who fed you hormones, kept you in chastity and dressed you as a girl. You did have one girlfriend but you were soon to realise what the word cuckold really meant. Holding her knickers and handbag as some better man fucked her behind the club and unloaded inside the love of your life. As he wiped his cock on your beloved’s hair he laughed at you and left your well fucked girl with his cum seeping out of her. Your role was to pick her up-drop her off to a variety of ens houses/hotel rooms. All you had to look forward too was the possibility of being allowed to cum in the sink.
Now your a full-time sissy irreversibly feminised, pimped out, going to SPH humiliation porn as your Doxy wand edges out your weak, clear fluid, which is supposed to be your cum filled with baby-making sperm, not like your pathetic dribble.
You will remain a pay-pig loser for the remainder of your life locked in a micro cage unable to get hard again. You are a loser you will always be a loser from your family bullying you to your colleagues, girlfriend’s and now you devoted Mistress.
Just accept it the only way you can achieve a pathetic orgasm is to loser porn.