it's difficult to understand when you failed as a boy, your teenage years were filled with bullies and humiliation, being encouraged to wear girl's clothes to suck the mean bullies' cocks. You saw other boys spend their time fucking the hot pretty girls, having parties you were never invited to, imagining what it must feel like to penetrate a woman to feel her get wet and you mounted her to cum inside her. Your older step-sister was fully aware of your predicament and spent plenty of time humiliating you at home and encouraging your feminization.

Your still a virgin, your only relationships have been with dominant mistresses who fed you hormones, kept you in chastity, and dressed you as a girl. You did have one girlfriend but you were soon to realize what the word cuckold really meant. Holding her knickers and handbag as some better man fucked her behind the club and unloaded inside the love of your life. As he wiped his cock on your beloved’s hair he laughed at you and left your well fucked girl with his cum seeping out of her. Your role was to pick her up-drop her off at a variety of  houses and hotel rooms. All you had to look forward to was the possibility of being allowed to cum in the sink.

Now your a full-time sissy irreversibly feminized, pimped out, gooning to porn every day trying desperately to get off in your cage as your Doxy wand edges you. You have forgotten your friends, any life apart from gooning your life away. You will remain a pay-pig loser for the remainder of your life locked in a micro cage unable to get hard again. You are a loser you will always